Friday, 15 May 2009

Somewhere beyond Somewhere

May 14, 2009
11:01pm
***My cp's 1st fall.

Er, I hate it. I promised to take care of this phone but, tsk, it fell.

Anyway, a while ago a question passed by my thoughts and I want and audience to my curiosity. I had asked this to people whom I'm with whenever I remember it. I guess this will not make sense to others but it really bothers me.

"Where am I when my parents weren't united yet? Where am I before I became a fetus? And, nasaan yung mga wala pa ngayon?

Normallu, the answer is "wala", but where is "wala"?? Er, I hope you understand but I'm not satisfied with the answer.

My mind explores where "wala" is and my imagination leads me to an empty black hole - nothingness.

Meditating on it, seriously, will leave you feeling like there's an empty portion in your knowledge of you own history. Human beings are historical. Not knowing your past is not knowing yourself. That's why people with amnesia strives to remember their life before their memory was lost.

Eerie, but I'm really curious. Would anybody mind explaining?

Comment are welcome. c: