May 14, 2009
11:01pm
***My cp's 1st fall.
Er, I hate it. I promised to take care of this phone but, tsk, it fell.
Anyway, a while ago a question passed by my thoughts and I want and audience to my curiosity. I had asked this to people whom I'm with whenever I remember it. I guess this will not make sense to others but it really bothers me.
"Where am I when my parents weren't united yet? Where am I before I became a fetus? And, nasaan yung mga wala pa ngayon?
Normallu, the answer is "wala", but where is "wala"?? Er, I hope you understand but I'm not satisfied with the answer.
My mind explores where "wala" is and my imagination leads me to an empty black hole - nothingness.
Meditating on it, seriously, will leave you feeling like there's an empty portion in your knowledge of you own history. Human beings are historical. Not knowing your past is not knowing yourself. That's why people with amnesia strives to remember their life before their memory was lost.
Eerie, but I'm really curious. Would anybody mind explaining?
Comment are welcome. c:
Friday, 15 May 2009
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
r there such thng n life that means nothng? possibly true but somehow it could be fallacy.. ahhh im talking about nothingness but sure t has to more than somthng to someone, yeah ts just mere a trash nor useless to u but useful to others... how could this be? this cannot be, but then t must be, thats s how it used to be... being me filled with this responsibility, how can i agree nor disagree...
ReplyDeleteahhhhhhhhhh this is just query that makes me crazy... things must be properly in order not history of my humanity nor being me... there are many theory in different valley that convey a mystery but can be explained in an ordinary fancy story....
...questions so many questions...